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Thunderstorm

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When I am scared of the thunderstorm as if it is shattering the sky, I feel like God is mad, or my Greek mythology ass thinks that Zeus is having arguments with Poseidon or Hades. I hid in my blanket and covered my ears. The sounds streamed to my soul. I thought the sky might crack or the houses would be destroyed. I whispered, “God, are you mad at us? Forgive us, human beings, forgive me,” as if He would hear me and stop the thunderstorm. I don't want to face the apocalypse, not now, I think. Somewhere between the roaring sky and my trembling chest, it occurred to me that perhaps the storm was never just in the clouds. Imagine how God will destroy the earth in an apocalypse, imagine when He says “enough” to all of us, it is more than just a thunderstorm. Definitely, no one is ever as patient and merciful as God. Yet it makes me think that patience and all the feelings we feel can break out at any time. Perhaps, because we are human, and patience has limits for us. It could appear ...
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Cantik itu Butuh validasi? Self-Love talk

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CANTIK ITU BUTUH VALIDASI? Pernah ga sih kita merasa insecure dan berpikir kalau kita itu ga cantik, terus bandingin diri sama orang lain, kok "aku ga secantik dia yah?" atau pernah ga sih ada temen tiba-tiba nyeletuk "kok kamu kurusan? kok kamu gendutan? kamu tambah item" dan karena komentar itu kita jadi overthinking. Akhirnya, kamu liat kekurangan kamu terus dan berpaku pada overthinking yang buat kamu merasa ga percaya diri. Kita juga pernah liat temen kita orang yang cantik banget tapi ga merasa dirinya sendiri cantik, malahan dia suka insecure sama dirinya sendiri. Tapi kita juga liat temen kita yang mungkin ga secantik si A tapi, dia selalu memberikan aura positif dengan percaya diri. Ga perlu menjadi ekstrovert untuk bisa percaya diri, orang introvert juga bisa kok terlihat percaya diri, itu semua terpancar. Tapi, insecurity itu juga berguna loh agar kita bisa mengubah diri menjadi lebih baik? Betul sekali. Itu kayak jadi awareness buat kita biar jadi lebih ...
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Treat People with Kindness

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Thunderstorm

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When I am scared of the thunderstorm as if it is shattering the sky, I feel like God is mad, or my Greek mythology ass thinks that Zeus is having arguments with Poseidon or Hades. I hid in my blanket and covered my ears. The sounds streamed to my soul. I thought the sky might crack or the houses would be destroyed. I whispered, “God, are you mad at us? Forgive us, human beings, forgive me,” as if He would hear me and stop the thunderstorm. I don't want to face the apocalypse, not now, I think. Somewhere between the roaring sky and my trembling chest, it occurred to me that perhaps the storm was never just in the clouds. Imagine how God will destroy the earth in an apocalypse, imagine when He says “enough” to all of us, it is more than just a thunderstorm. Definitely, no one is ever as patient and merciful as God. Yet it makes me think that patience and all the feelings we feel can break out at any time. Perhaps, because we are human, and patience has limits for us. It could appear ...
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ARE PRAYING AND WORSHIPING MEANT TO SATISFY GOD?

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“I served myself to God. I prayed 5 times a day, I fasted, I read the Qur'an more than most people, and I was willing to die or kill for God. But I never felt God was satisfied, I didn't know if He was or not” Spoken by an ex-Muslim, I watched a podcast about his journey to becoming a Christian, but I sensed a slight misconception about his perception. I want to highlight the point of how he was praying to satisfy God. However, I can tell he was raised in a tough environment and I’m not going to judge his whole journey. God is Powerful, God is Great, The Most Merciful, The Most Compassionate, The Most Forgiving. But how could He need us to make Him satisfied? Would that make Him more powerful? Or by not worshiping Him, He becomes less powerful? It feels like a random thought that came out of nowhere, but what is the correct concept behind it? Human beings, like kings such as Nimrod and Pharaoh, needed validation and satisfaction, so they demanded their people worship them...
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